Walking in the Shadows

  When I was growing up my legs hurt just about all the time. Doctors said it was growing pains and I would eventually outgrow it. Now I know it was early symptoms of Chiari Malformation, but at the time it was just a pain I learned to endure. I can remember my Mom warming gallon jugs to put on my legs so I could sleep, the gallon jugs came after she squeezed my legs until I'm sure her hands were so tired. These "growing pains" made me stronger and actually prepared me for the pain I would endure as an adult. Now, I am learning about growing pains that are not physical! Ach, these growing pains are pretty tough. It is painful to learn how to embrace life's disappointments and continue on in the joy of the Lord. It is painful to learn how to love on my boys who look and act more like men. How do I let my college man spread his wings and fly when all I want to do is make sure there is enough cushion were he to fall. It is painful to help my girl pack up her toys because...

Today signifies the end of our first week back to school and boy are we so happy its Friday!! Seriously, I wouldn't trade anything for the privilege to home school my children, there are no words to describe the treasure it is. I know that home schooling is not for everyone, but for those who have the joy, I do hope you joy in it. This year we are all over the map so to speak with a kindergartner, an elementary student and a middle schooler! This Momma has her hands full!! The two oldest are taking Spanish this year with Rosetta Stone and Ethan is taking an introductory aviation course. My little one is working through Abeka exclusively, as they have the best foundation we believe and it is still affordable at her age.  So, here's to a great year of learning and being together and hopefully more blogging!!