(I'm using an old pic today because I couldn't get a new one to upload~ugh computers)
As I sit and write this post I feel on the verge of screaming, crying and pulling out my hair.Yesterday was our first day back to school and our first day getting back on the potty training schedule. And everything went soooo smooth! The boys studied so hard and didn't complain even once. Addison went potty at least 5 times and actually seemed happy about it. I even baked homemade Pita Bread for lunch. Yesterday I felt like Super Mom!! Then I woke up today...
It is early afternoon and my little one is napping and the boys are just finishing up school. And I just want to cry! Why? Well, let's just say today was not quite as smooth and I wasn't quite the Super Mom I felt like yesterday. School was a bit more stressful, more tests, more lessons in diagraming (so glad I'm not in 5th grade), more potty accidents, more papers lost, more messes made and so forth. Really, just a normal day, but for some reason, I have felt the blah of it all. Maybe, just maybe it is because I woke up this morning relying in MY strength after having such a great day yesterday. Maybe, I failed to realize it was HIS strength that made yesterday so great. Maybe, today I need to let him take control and just get out of the way.
Psalm 18:32
"It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect."
It is God that gives me the strength and it is Him that makes my way perfect. I feel ashamed that I relied in my own strength today. Here we are starting a New Year with all of our resolutions and right out of the gate, I am slipping into old habits.
Today, I challenge you to look to him for strength and I assure you, he will help you be the Super Mom (or Dad) he wants you to be.
Psalm 28:7
"The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song I will praise him."
Your awesome Dawn! Thank you!
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Your words speak to my heart.
ReplyDeleteI enjoy your blogs.. :)
ReplyDelete~Jessica~