This thought has been on my heart all week, faith without
fear. How many times have you stepped out on faith and noticed the trembling
inside as you shook with fear? Isn’t it a scary thing to obey the Lord and take
that step of faith? Not knowing where God is sending you, how He is going to
provide for you, if you are going to get that job offer, if He is going to heal
you, if your loved one is going to accept Christ, what to do next… Couldn’t you
just tremble with fear NOT knowing??
Hebrews
11:23 “By faith Moses, when he was born, was hid three months of his parents,
because they saw he was a proper child; and they were not afraid of the
king’s commandment.”
I was reading Hebrews this week and when I read this verse,
a light seemed to come on. I had never thought about faith that way, faith
without the fear. As you know, this blog is all about my journey in faith but I
would be deceiving you if I didn’t tell you how afraid I have been these past
months while I am doing my best to walk by faith. What an encouragement to
realize that I can walk by faith without the fear!
This month was our hardest so far since I left public work,
things were hard on many different levels. It was the black mold growing in the
boys’ closet, the window busted out of Addison’s room, and other subtle attacks
from the great deceiver. I found myself oddly at peace, even when I had no clue
how we were going to skim by. It wasn’t until the end of the month that the
fear started creeping in and I was faced with an internal struggle. But, guess
what?? He came through... Again! There are still some issues unresolved and some
inner battles I am to fight, but the Lord is teaching me that I can fight the
good fight of faith without fear.
I love reading your blogs. You are such an inspiration. Love you lots.
ReplyDeleteExcellent post, Dawn. Why is it that the fear is so much easier to come by than the faith? Fear is a reaction, whereas faith is a response. Fear comes without thought, but faith has to be called to duty. And just when it seems like we've finally gotten the hang of living by faith, Satan throws another obstacle in our paths, and before we realize it, fear has replaced faith. This is a battle I fight daily, but I'm thankful for a God who is patient with me and helping me through my learning process.
ReplyDeleteA Word Fitly Spoken
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